last night i went out for kristin's party, she sold her pilot which is good news for me since I helped her write it and if it gets picked up to series I'll have a job!! woo hoo! and then I can afford coffee again! oh yeah, since the sky rocketing pricetag of my accident and medical bills (from 2007) and car repairs, i have had to cut out coffee bean, 2 bucks a day instead of going to my gut goes to my credit card. so every 5 days i'm going to send a check via my bank to the credit card companies to help pay for stuff. ugh, being poor is a fucking nightmare!!

every day at the wrtiers guild there is a woman who comes to write and often sits across from me, well she sits a lot of places. moves aroudn the lounge she moves like 4 time a day sometimes twice in one hour. anyway, whenever she sits on the couches where is usually her first stop, she falls asleep. just sits there with her computer on her lap, eyes closed. this happens every day. and i watch her as her eyes slowly close and she tries to battle them to stay open but is unsuccesful, oh, right now she is up again, i'll keep you updated.

i've been sick for a week and I'm so tired! ugh! last night greg S drove me home from krisine's and then came inside to give me a pep talk about my life. he gave me some valuable advice about trying to figure out what i want to do with my life. well, not my life but what I want to do next. we shall see. I just wish someone would just tell me what to do, that would be so much easier. i hate being a grown up.