depression back on

I'm totally stressed out. I met with the producers of my show and they totally changed the concept to where it's unrecognizable to me. And now I have to come up with an entirely different show based on their criteria, which by the way was 2 sentences long!! I'M HAVING A NERVOUS BREAKDOWN.

had a great weekend in seattle despite my nervous breakdown, my aunt and uncles 50th wedding anniversary party was amazing, they showed a video of their life together and it included my dad walking my aunt down the aisle on her wedding day (their dad died when they were young) anyway, i totally cried seeing my dad as a young guy and seeing my grandmother who i never met, but have heard a lot about, it was incredible or i'm a pussy, not sure which one, afraid it might be the latter. anyway, ineed to get back to work on my idea that is pretty much due this week and ih ave no idea what hte fuck i'm doing.. AAARRGGGGHHHH! nervous breakdown is in full effect yo.