so much has happened since I last wrote.. so much!

I left NY on wed. and didn't get to LA utnil thurs. I was first stranded in Kentucky, then cincinati, then las vegas where I landed at midnight, checked into my hotel at 1am, met up with friends who randomly happened to be there at 1:15am, drank and gambled and danced until 4am, went to sleep at 430am and got up at 7am to catch a flight to LA.

Now understand with the time difference, I had been up for over 24 hours! Perhaps that is why I dropped about $300 in 3 hours gambling, because I didn't have all my faculties about.

thurs was a wash, I was so fucking tired. Friday night I jsut went to bed at like 9pm and slept for 12 hours. that's something people with kids never get to do! ahh it's good to be single and alone ALL ALONE, HAVING NOBODY TO LOVE, ALONE AND LONELY AND ALONE!

but it doesn't bother me.

last night at church i saw a guy i went on a date with who only talked about the entertainment industyr. I totally avoided him while I could tell he was trying to postion himself to bump into me. I AM SO FUCKING IMMATURE AND SUCH A COWARD! I left after commununion, sorry dad and ran to my car to avoid him. like i said such a coward!