I'm back in the game...

with much pressure from my friends, I have been pushed back into the dating game. that's right, only 1 week after getting dumped a boy i had met at my friends engagemtnt party named... we'll call him stan called me up and asked me out. realizing that 7 days wasn't enough time to get over will, i pushed the date to last night. I admit, i was nervous and had a very bad attitude for the past few days, but last night i got all dressed up and really got into a positive head space for the date. it felt good to be taken out again and liked by a boy. so we meet at 8pm, at bossanova, a brazillian restuarant in hollywood and i was thinking to myself, okay, hes cute, i can do this. we sat down, had really nice conversation, he's very chatty which was nice until i realized he was going to be that way for the ENTIRE 2 HOURS!!!!! Oh my God, it was a complete and total nightmare. I think he asked me 2 questions and as soon as I would answer them, that would remind him of some story and he'd take over the conversation once again. at 9pm the bill arrives and i'm like "yes, i can go out with some other friends after this," and i go to the bathroom and start texting my friends to meet me at a bar. I go back to the table, he has yet topay the bill, and that's when he starts in on the Sci-fi channel!!! that's right, the sc-i fi channell. The programming changes he'd make and how his friends and him sit around and have come up with some great show ideas for them. then i mention i heard battlestar gallatica is a good show (from my brother).... WELL that took the conversation into another direction about how he thinks that battlestar has a lot of similarities to DS-9 (which my friends told me totday stands for deep space nine) seasons 6 and 7 which by the way were their best seasons and the guy who's writing on battlestar wrote for DS 9 six and seven and hes skeptical of that. also mentioned something about patrick stewart and a few star trek movies, i don't know... so at his point i put on my jacket and sat there and listened and then 10 mins go by and i put on my scarf and then 10 mins go by, he's not getting the hint i want to LEAVE1!!!!! SO I pull out my VALET TICKET!!!!! AND HELD IT UP and for 15 more mins he keeps talking about the issues he has with comic book movies!!!!!! This guy does not get the hint i want to go. I felt like I was a Prisoner of war!!!! I literally wanted to run screaming into traffic on sunset blvd. afterwards I picked up my friend Jake and we went to the wine bar I had gone to with bernadette the night before and we smoke and drank wine and i bitched about my date!

so i'm back in the game of dating which is good, i needed a shove or else I never would've done it on my own, but I still miss will, so that sucks! but i'm back out there people, watch out!