big change

as of today, i'm no longer allowed to talk about will or running into his friends. if that happens, i wont speak of it as the only way to get over someone is if you stop talking about them to friends or the blogosphere. now if i run into him and think my friends will want to hear the update, then thats okay, cause at least that is interesting news. anyway, i gotta hit the showers and get ready for my friend's party.