not that easy

okay, so i have driven all over this fucking city looking for coffee place or somewhere that had free internet to no avail. and what the hell was all that talk about with my friends who were like, just steal it, just steal it, how the fuck do you do that? it ain't working. so now i have all these pics from torino i want to put up and can't get them on. anyway, last night i went to the awesome oscar party my friends had and ran into other friend paul whos party i was at when i met the ex wills friends who set us up. paul told me that wills friends, kevin and stacey, moved to NY which i knew they were doing, but didnt know when. so upon hearing this, i return to my spinning class that stacey went to and i stopped going to cause i didn't want to run into her cause that would be a reminder to me that i was a dumped loser. so this morning i go and who do i see, yes, stacey, i'm like fuck! so we end up talking after class and the first thing out of my mouth "i thought you moved" she said "i'm moving tomorrow" FUCK i have the worst timing. so we talked and i did not bring up the ex even though a bunch of my friends afterwards were like, i can't believe you didn't ask about him, you have so much self control to which i responded "not when i pass a gelato bar in italy. then after that interaction which reminded me of the ex, all day i wanted to call the ex, cause i am a dumped loser. anyway, i'm sure by tomorrow i will forget all about him again and continue living my life. got coffee with my cutie friend jake today, he was sleeping with some woman whos husband was in a coma and recently got dumped by her. i personally can't keep track of this relationship, every single time i talk to him, literally, they're together, then they're not, together, not, together, not. so just to keep everyone else up to date, as of 3/6/06 at 3:48pm PST they're not together. apparently getting a divorce from your husband who just got out of a coma is a stressful situation that warrants a break up with the guy you had an affair with who lives 1500 miles away.