sarah is out of the office

well, i had high hopes for my top 5 80s tv show crushes, but due to my lack of computer access at my parents house (read: my dad is a major computer hog and i can't do my research) its gonna have to be post poned.... i'm in NY and on saturday night i partied my ass off. which is really fun, but when i stop to look around at my other friends who have children or just got married, i'm starting to think there's something wrong with me. i'm gonna be goldie hawns character in that movie where she tracks down her party friend from the 60s (susan sarandon) who's a boring suburban mom and tries to get her to relive her glory days, which you can never do, and goldie hawn feels like a big loser, which is what im feeling. sure i party with celebrities and have a cool job, but it's not as glamorous as it seems, it's just a job, like any other job anyone else has to go to every day. I guess being home is bringing me down.