when the going gets tough

the tough get going back to Los angeles where I'm returning tomorrow. Yesterday was a very very bad day for me the deafness, the ear pain, the stinging bee, the friend who told me i'm no fun anymore cause i'm negative, and the bad date. you would've thought i wouldn't have left the house after the deafness, ear pain, bee sting and friend who broke the news to me, but i thought, how much worse can it get, how much worse can i possibly feel about life... i wont even go into details, i dont like people feeling sorry for me. i did however get a consume a lot of alcohol, we know that always makes me happy happy! the city was beautiful last night, really beautiful , watched the sun set over union square and the sun hit the buildings and the sky lit up an amazing pink color!!! i heart ny.