hmmm

i may not be dumping my boy toy after all. turns out I might be the one getting dumped. see i didn't actually want to dump him, it's just i was freaked out, regardless, i haven't heard from him in days and that's not his typical behavior... something is afoot. too bad I don't have the courage to pick up the phone and be like what's going on? maybe i will later in the day. maybe if i eat something...