I'm lost

i'm working very hard at remainging upbeat about my current lack of work situation. I think i'm supposed to be coming up with my own show, am i or is a company supposed to pitch one to me and what if i like it and what if i dont? I have no direction and the problem is i have no one to turn to to give me this direction, this direction is supposed to come from within, but since i've never travelled down this road before I'm not sure which exit ramp to take if i'm supposed to take one at all. despite all this, my mood is much better. went out with newman last night, we were supposed to go to an Oakley party for the Xgames, but we drove by and the line was ridiculous and so instead we went to the cat and the fiddle and sat outside, had a drink (i had lemonade) and caught up. very fun night. christie is also in town for the Xgames and i'm spending the night at her hotel... hellooooooo expense account, room service please send up another bottle of red and some tuna tartare!


ps how awesome was the free gas yesterday? seriously, hilarious!