we all know how my 2006 went, do i need to remind any of you? well, 2007 is not working out much better. I have been working on a pilot, mostly doing a shit load of research for it SINCE JULY. and in august I pitched the idea to my agents and they were like, hmmm, not sure it's accessible enough for amercians, only to read today that FOX JUST PICKED UP A SHOW ABOUT THE EXACT EXACT EXACT SAME THING!!!! I'm fucking losing my mind!

I mean, the personal lives of the exact same group of people?!?!! HOLY FUCK!! just goe to show you my agents don't know dick about TV!!!!

FUCKK! now what?

saturday night was fun at least before my world just came craashing down on me, went to natalya's baby shower/party. it was basically just a party with a ton of people I knew, and the only baby shower part of it was I brought a gift for the baby. I told my friend paula about my new years eve story and she told the entire party! that was nice i thought seeing as I didn't want anyone to know that my friend's friend (who is a male) was doing naughty things to me in bed while also doing naughty things to beth, the other girl in the bed. (we were all just innocently crashing at my friend amy's apt. when the guy started getting fresh with the both of us!!)

but who cares about that MY CAREER IS RUINED!