okay so tonight i'm supposed to have a 2nd date with this guy who i crank called. he might have to work, but if not we're getting together. i'm not sure how psyched I am about this, see first dates are totally easy as i have no expectations and could care less either way. But now 2nd dates are where things start to get complicated. upon further review this guy didn't really talk much well, that's not true more aCcurately he would answer questions very briefly and then we'd have long moments of me in my head going... okay this is awkward.

i talked to him on the phone last night and these moments took place again, taht's what jogged my memory of our first date.

Grrrr, dating sucks. anyway, i'm going into it with an open mind as i've given 2nd dates to guys who have deserved it much less. hey you never know.

tomorrow night i have another first date with a guy named... i'll have to look it up, anyway, we met on ehar. and have since moved to our own email accounts and i have no idea what he looks like as my acct. at ehar is turned off and now can't access pictures. this should be interesting...