so on day one of jenny craig i realized that you have to eat a lot of food. I hate eating food. i hate food! so at the end of the day i had to eat 3 servings of fruit that i didn't want to eat. I guess i dont eat enough maybe that's why i dont lose weight. I swear if i eat all this fucking food they're forcing down my throat and gain weight, i will go ballistic!!!!

watched teh sopranos finale last night with remi and carrie, i liked it even if people didn't. I just didn't get the whole meadow parking her car scenes.

I think i have 2 dates this week from guys on the internet. One from a guy who was cute in his original picture but then changed pictures mid-conversation, and now he's not so cute, but i'll get coffee with him. have to get coffee since i cant eat anything other than jenny craig right now and am not supposed to be drinking.

so tentatively i have dates: wed, thurs, sun. so i guess that's 3 dates this week. woo hoo!