sorry i haven't written in a week. so much to catch up on! well last wed. i went out on another bad date, not like the date was bad, more like the guy was not cute at all, i know i'm such a bitch, and he talked at me for 2 hours straight and it seemed like he wanted to hang out all night, i'm like no, i do 90 min first dates, point blank period.

then i had another first date sunday night and this guy was SOOO NOT CUTE ugh! both of these guys have emailed me already and asked me out again and i feel bad aas i dont wnat to hurt thier feelings, i've had my feelings hurt and it sucks balls. i also feel like such a bitch like "oh look at me every guy is so ugly and they want me so bad." if you know me you know that's not what i'm thinking.